Letter 58!

AH!

Ok this week has been insane literally. as im lookin at my planner for this past week. it has been forever ago! Monday was so dagum long ago! ahh! hahaha

WELL! lets start with the Green family!

We saw them a few more times this week. then played counselors. they were in an argument and they invited. no jeremiah invited us over. Erika was cryin they have been married a year. and so they were basically complainin about each other to me and sis c. we just sat there on their floor... awkwardly listenin. when jeremiah left the room. Erika told us that he was abusive. (oh crap) so when jeremiah came back and they went at it again we had to take control of the situation, we raised our hands and told em to time out lol. we showed em lds.org and their marriage stuff. watched mountains to climb Erika cried, I cried. ahh! they still want to be happy! we left em with a couple conference talks to look over together. the spirit was STRONG! We started PoS this week. with em... so Jeremiah got antied by his preacher. who told him to not talk to us and not let us into his home! how rude he don't even know us. pfft lol so he don't want to get dunked no mo. He is a funny man. He is always sayin. "ok imam be honest with yall." "Honestly yall" "ok honestly, imam just be strait up honest with yall" than he goes off on a random story that has no meanin. and he looses us! he is definitely deaf in the ears! when he goes off on these...'tangents' even his wife will make a face at us tthat says im sorry. but Erika still seemed into it! ahhh!! we had sis bassett come with us again. and she was there for the whole thing. she said afterwards that he seemed off. and that the things he said were iffy. so yesterday before church we went next door to see if they were comin to church like they said they would. and Erika said they weren't, jeremiah wanted to go to the Baptist church and she has to go with him. :/ dang. I just want to kidnap her into our apt and keep her and braylin safe!! come to church!!!! so last night we went over with the intention to read with them. but tada! they had been converted to the Baptist way! and they gave back their BoMs and stuff we gave em. and want to try to convert us. well its mainly jeremiah. Erika was sayin how in church she really felt the spirit! she got goose bumps and chills, and she was cryin the whole time! but than jeremiah said that after we left em when they were arguing our aura had left a really good spirit and that it lasted all night into the next day.... our aura? shoo its the spirit!! so over all. we lost our 2 bcds, and our gator family :( sis c was flammin up! last night jeremiah was on one, sis c was on one! hahah oh deer. we talked about it for like and hour afterwardslol. AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SATAN GET THE HENCE! fer reals. this is foolishness.

Than our other BCD Christa has been out of town all week! her work has just exploded with things to do! once again satan is hard at work.shoo someone is ganna get hurt!!

with all this happennin, it has made me start to rethink my teaching techniques. I seriously am not a good teacher. like we were readin in the scriptures today, and I have been hearin stories all week about missionaries and the people theyre teaching. and I am seriously questionin everythin! ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok on the pro side, we got 8 new gators this week! hurray! we were nice to ourselves a few times only cuz of all the freaken bible bashers we talked to this week. so here is another conclusion I have come to. in Niceville I have not met with soo many bible basher Mormon hatters! seriously!! so many that will actually talk to us sisters!! its insaine. after the lesson with sis bassett, she asked us if we felt this way all the time. for it is a sickly feeling, pretty much brings tears to my eyes, with a little bit of anger and sorrow. and I said yep we have this a lot. but the good feelings out way the bad! its just hard to remember the good sometimes. just like a hill. climbin it is aweful!! but once your on top, life is beautiful! and so good! yet you cant help but fear the fall and the climb up again. and you do this over and over and over again! how can humans do this so much! up down up down up down.! there was a quote that said,

those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it

but we did meet some solid people! our part member familys are bein super nice. Heavenly Father doesn't forget us, he blesses us in ways thatll give us the strength to climb the next mountain. how about we just ride the escalator?? I like it!

Ok funny story time. so on Saturday we gave a church tour to our EOD boys :) the hagwoods and their friend :) love em!!  sis c asked Peterson to be baptized and he said yes! just on his own time! she was super happy she has never invited someone to be baptized and then have em say yes before. it was cute! but we were on bike that day. we had a full schedule!! woop woop. we left the church and was goin down this hill. I was in front and I hear a bike fall. I turn around and sis c is spralled out in the road. I slame on my brakes and run up the hill to her. she is dazed and bloody, she ate the pavement hard! her chin was bloody and her knee was, her arms have cuts and bruises and so do her hands. there was a guy inside a house where she crashed that ran outside to help us. we got a new gator out of the whole experience. lol, but its so sad. I took pics of her! haha I should not laugh but I cant help it :P when people ask I always smile a little. I bite my tounge hard!! hahaha so now she is an injured woman. fun life!! welp that's it for this week. im  hungry now and I possibly need a nap. haha
LOVE
SIS MILNE

ps muhana you ugly! - johny lingo!